when you see someone important to you online, but don’t want to bother them
There’s something with the first lasting snow fall of the year. The beauty, the light, the happiness.
And then the crumbling of a world. Fourteen years ago my best friend was put down in the first snow.
This year, I was torn in half. Emptied. I have no feelings left and I hope it’ll stay that way.
So it’s over and I don’t even cry.
do you ever go to throw a fork full of shit into the wheelbarrow and it catches on the edge and shit goes flying everywhere and you just
Wow this hits close to home.
WHO BROUGHT THIS BACK
I am so done with this. Yesterday I stumbled over a flower pot and of course I landed on the wrong foot. The pain is ridiculous and I just want to hide somewhere.
Yes, I am happy I can finally walk in stairs now, after a year of not being able to, I am so happy I can actually walk without crutches and go to the gym and all that… But it would be nice to actually be able to walk without a limp, to walk in the dark, to walk on uneven surfaces. Just walk without thinking of walking or being afraid.